“What you need, what we all need, is silence “

In “How to be Alone”, the novelist Sara Maitland writes of living in a place in Scotland that is “one of the emptiest” in Europe, a place where “The nearest shop is ten miles away”, and “Often I do not see another person all day.”

At a certain time in her life, she “got fascinated by silence; by what happens to the human spirit, to identity and personality when the talking stops, when you press the off button, when you venture out into that enormous emptiness. I was interested in silence as….a thing of beauty and as a space that had been explored and used over and over again by different individuals, for different reasons….I began to use my own life as a sort of laboratory to test some ideas and to find out what it felt like. Almost to my surprise, I found I loved silence. It suited me. I got greedy for more. In my hunt for more silence, I found this valley and built a house here, on the ruins of an old shepherd’s cottage.”

Thich Nhat Hanh writes in “Silence: The Power of Quiet in a World Full of Noise”: “All the wonders of life are already here. They’re calling you. If you can listen to them, you will be able to stop running. What you need, what we all need, is silence. Stop the noise in your mind in order for the wondrous sounds of life to be heard. Then you can begin to live your life authentically and deeply.”

The late Pauline Oliveros, whose music evolved into a philosophy that weaved together deep listening, meditative awareness, healing, and inner transformation suggests in “Sonic Meditations”: “Take a walk at night. Walk so silently that the bottoms of your feet become ears.”

Peace 😊

May i “do a great deal of good without ever knowing it.”

In “The Sovereignty of Good”, published in 1970, the Irish-British novelist Iris Murdoch who, the New York Times tells us (in her obituary) was unaffected by “neither criticism nor praise”, writes of “the attempt to pierce the veil of selfish consciousness”, and “defeat” the ego.

Iris argues that this “unselfing”, where the “brooding….vain” self has disappeared, is central to living a moral life.

We get a sense of what Iris means in this story narrated by Rachel Naomi Remen, Professor at the Osher Center of Integrative Medicine at the University of California, San Francisco, in “Kitchen Table Wisdom: Stories that Heal”.

“There is a Sufi story about a man who is so good that the angels ask God to give him the gift of miracles. God wisely tells them to ask him if that is what he would wish.

So the angels visit this good man and offer him first the gift of healing by hands, then the gift of conversion of souls, and lastly the gift of virtue. He refuses them all. They insist that he choose a gift or they will choose one for him. “Very well,” he replies. “I ask that I may do a great deal of good without ever knowing it.”

This is worth reading again — May i “do a great deal of good without ever knowing it.”

Rachel continues: “The angels were perplexed. They took counsel and resolved upon the following plan: Every time the saint’s shadow fell behind him it would have the power to cure disease, soothe pain, and comfort sorrow. As he walked, behind him the shadow made arid paths green, caused withered plants to bloom, gave clear water to dried up brooks, fresh color to pale children, and joy to unhappy men and women. The saint simply went about his daily life diffusing virtue as the stars diffuse light and the flowers scent, without ever being aware of it. The people respecting his humility followed him silently, never speaking to him about his miracles. Soon they even forgot his name and called him “the Holy Shadow.””

Peace 😊